Unintended, Chapter 3

As expected after such a revelation, the room fell completely silent. Rufus lay on the bed, with a broken-down Kadaj cradled in his arms. He feels like a wounded little bird or something, Rufus mused, as he gently stroked Kadaj's tear-stained cheeks. The younger man had wept bitterly, and collapsed on the bed, emotionally spent, after revealing his secret to Rufus. Uncharacteristically, Rufus decided to offer whatever comfort he could.

Suddenly, a broken sob from Kadaj cracked the relative silence of the bedroom. "Why," he croaked. "Why, Rufus? Why are you…being so kind to me?" Kadaj snuffled sloppily into Rufus's naked shoulder, causing him to grimace slightly. He drew the bedcovers around both himself and Kadaj, and sighed. Rufus didn't really know how to answer Kadaj's question. Why, indeed…why was he offering Kadaj comfort, and understanding?

Intrigue, Rufus told himself. You're intrigued…by the prospect of making love to a hermaphrodite. He smirked as he absently stroked his fingers through Kadaj's hair. He's waiting for an answer, still, Rufus thought, as he desperately scrambled to formulate something…something that wouldn't sound offensive, or self-serving. So fragile, this one, Rufus mused.

Sighing, Rufus opened his mouth to speak. "Kadaj," he drawled, stretching the name out on his tongue. He loved how it felt, saying that name. Odd, that. "I know…you have no reason to trust me, given my reputation for fucking over the entire planet." He laughed bitterly. "No more than I have any reason to trust you, really," Rufus continued. "We don't know each other very well, do we? And you, well…you probably know me by reputation alone. Much of which, is filled with speculation and lies." Rufus sighed again, and leaned back on the pillows, staring up at the ceiling as he went on.

"I have a lot to atone for, Kadaj," Rufus murmured thoughtfully. "So many people…Gaia itself…all have suffered, because of me…and my father…"

"Don't," Kadaj suddenly interrupted. "Don't…berate yourself so much. The mere fact that you're aware of the need to atone…well, that means something, does it not?"

"I suppose," Rufus replied, dubiously. "Tell me this, Kadaj," he continued, smirking, "why are you being so kind to me? Is it simply because you want my help?"

"That's not the only reason," Kadaj replied, insistenly. "I'll admit that I – and my brothers – we do need your help. But…there's something else. I feel…drawn to you, Rufus," he whispered, raising his head to gaze into Rufus's steely eyes.

"I don't know what it is, but I feel it too," Rufus admitted. Lust? Is it simple lust…laced with a bit of curiosity?

Kadaj, can you hear me? It's Mother. Do not acknowledge me out loud…I do not wish for ShinRa to know that you're communicating with me. Do you understand?

Yes, Mother…I can hear you. I'm so happy to hear your voice! What…where are you? I'm so worried, as are my brothers…

I know, Kadaj. I feel your concern, your worry…thank you. You are a good son, a special son. Soon you will realize just how special. Listen to me-ShinRa is waiting for you to reply to him; I need for you to seduce him, Kadaj. Just keep doing what you are doing…I will give further instructions later. Rufus ShinRa is a vital part of our plan to take back the Planet.

As you wish, Mother. I will do your bidding, as always….

"Rufus," Kadaj whispered, as he came back to reality. "Kiss me again," he purred, slinking his arm around Rufus's waist, running long fingers up his spine, causing the president to shiver. Must do this carefully, Kadaj reasoned. I…kind of messed up earlier, but it's not too late to get things back on track. His eyes narrowed, almost evilly, as he wondered just how Mother planned to use Rufus ShinRa as a pawn. What have you got in store for us, Mother? I am dying to know…

Ignorant of what had transpired between Kadaj and Jenova, and completely controlled by his libido anyway, Rufus responded to Kadaj's request, cupping the back of his head, as he pulled him in for a gentle kiss. Rufus's hands wandered around to Kadaj's backside, pulling him in tighter, as the kisses grew more heated and insistent. Kadaj responded by hooking a leg over Rufus's, grinding against his hip. "Rufus," Kadaj said huskily, "I want you…badly…"

The president raised an eyebrow in surprise. This was almost an about face from the situation ten minutes ago, when Kadaj had been hiding from him, for Gaia's sake. Rufus was feeling a bit suspicious over Kadaj's sudden change in mood.

"Why…and not that I'm complaining, Kadaj, just curious," Rufus began, "why…are you so eager now, when just a few minutes ago, you seemed as if you were about to run out of here?"

Keep at it, Kadaj…apologize, explain, move on. He must believe that you are sincere.

I will, Mother. What…what else to I need to do?

Kadaj, listen closely, and do not show any reaction for what I am about to tell you. You must get ShinRa back into bed; he is to impregnate you.

Mother? You mean I can…that I am able to…bear children? How is that possible?

Yes, Kadaj, you are. You have a complete female reproductive system inside of you, and you are fertile right now. This is what I meant when I said how special you are. You will give birth to one greater than Sephiroth, my son.

Oh Mother…what an honor! I will do my best to seduce the president…

You must not fail, Kadaj. This must happen tonight. Should ShinRa ask, lie to him; tell him you are unable to bear children, that you are infertile. Tell him whatever you must, to get him to have intercourse with you.

Yes. Of course I will, Mother, yes.

"I'm sorry for that, Rufus," Kadaj said apologetically, smirking as he wrapped his slim fingers around Rufus's shaft. "Please understand…it took a lot for me to reveal my true self to you. I've not had an easy life, being what I am."

Suddenly, Rufus felt a bit sheepish for being so suspicious of Kadaj. Of course he'd want to bolt, Rufus mused. Who wouldn't want to, harboring a secret such as that.

"I think I understand, Kadaj," Rufus murmured, gasping as Kadaj gently stroked his shaft. "I…well, very few people know the real me as well. I know it's not entirely the same, but I can empathize…oh gods, Kadaj…" he groaned, as Kadaj's fingers and hand worked their magic, stroking his penis.

Abruptly, Kadaj let go of Rufus's cock, and pinched a pert nipple as he teased Rufus's lips with his tongue. "Make love to me, Rufus," Kadaj begged. "I want you…inside of me. I've never…had a man inside of me before, not like that…" The lie came easily, but Mother did say, to use any means necessary to lure Rufus into bed.

Rufus couldn't hide the smile that erupted on his face. "Really," he said thoughtfully, gazing at Kadaj. "So…technically…you're a virgin?"

"Yes," Kadaj lied. "Gods, Rufus, I want you now. Please."

"Okay," Rufus replied, smirking. "Let's get you out of these…things, first. He began unzipping Kadaj's leather suit, that was hanging off of him loosely, as it was partially unzipped; then, eased the long, slim legs out of the pants. "No underwear for you either, I see," Rufus murmured, smiling, as he flipped Kadaj over on his back.
"No," Kadaj replied, smirking. "I just don't know whether to buy boxers…or cute panties, so I said to hell with it." Both men burst out laughing, as Rufus finished undressing Kadaj. "You are quite funny, you know," Rufus whispered, as he impulsively licked Kadaj's inner thigh. "I rather like you, Kadaj…"

"Oh gods," Kadaj moaned, bending his legs up, and spreading them wider to accommodate Rufus. "Stop teasing me, damn it!"

"I want to taste you first," Rufus whispered, as his long tongue darted inside Kadaj, lapping and probing as he brought the him to the first wave of an orgasm.

"Fuck, Rufus," Kadaj cursed, moaning pleasurably, wrapping his legs around Rufus's shoulders. "You're killing me, damn you…"

Rufus paused, grinning, as his breath teased Kadaj's phallus. "Are you telling me you're not enjoying this, Kadaj? Your body tells me otherwise…"

"I…I am enjoying it," Kadaj murmured, fisting the sheets and moaning as Rufus began licking his shaft. "Gods, am I ever enjoying this," he groaned. "I want you…inside of me, though…oh gods!"

"Okay then," Rufus replied, moving his body up against Kadaj's, his cock teasing the entrance. A thought suddenly occurred to Rufus; frowning, he gazed thoughtfully at Kadaj.

"Before we…go any further, Kadaj, I need to know…can you…can you get pregnant?" Rufus asked worriedly.

"No," Kadaj replied, lying outright. "I cannot…bear children. I do not have the necessary reproductive system, Rufus; I am incomplete."

"Shh, don't think that way," Rufus whispered, stroking Kadaj's silver bangs out of his eyes. "You are every bit as complete as I am. Are you ready for me now?" Rufus asked, as he pressed his body against Kadaj's.
"Yes, damn you," Kadaj replied, grinning. "I've been ready for this since I went down on you. I just…wasn't sure if it could happen, for us."

"It can, and it will," Rufus muttered, as he thrust into Kadaj. "Holy Shiva," he whispered. "So tight, and warm…gods, Kadaj, you…you feel incredible."

Kadaj gasped aloud at the sensation of Rufus's cock stretching him open. It had indeed been quite some time since Kadaj had had been taken in that way; it had never felt quite this pleasurable to Kadaj before, though. Rufus's generous girth felt unexpected, and Kadaj moaned ecstatically at the dual sensations of Rufus's thrusting, along with the constant rubbing against Kadaj's large phallus.

"I believe I have died, and entered the Lifestream," Kadaj muttered, groaning as Rufus pummeled relentlessly into him. "Fuck me, Rufus, oh gods…" For a moment, Kadaj had been so wrapped up in pleasure, he had forgotten the real reason behind seducing Rufus ShinRa. I must make certain he comes inside of me…otherwise, Mother's plan will fall apart. And I cannot fail her.
 
"I'm doing just that," Rufus murmured, grasping Kadaj by the shoulder and slamming his cock into him mercilessly. Kadaj rode wave after wave of orgasm, crying out as he wrapped his arms around Rufus's waist.

"Almost there," Rufus said breathlessly, as he felt his balls contract. "Oh fuck it, I'm going to come, Kadaj…"
"Yesss," Kadaj hissed, grabbing Rufus by the ass, making sure he didn't pull out at the last minute. As Rufus groaned, Kadaj also climaxed, as he felt Rufus come inside of him. Thank gods, Kadaj thought, a triumphant smile curling around his lips. Mother will be well pleased…

Breathing hoarsely, Rufus collapsed on top of Kadaj, sweat pasting their bodies together. "Sweet Kadaj," Rufus murmured. "You made me forget my pain, if only for a moment."

Kadaj smiled up at Rufus, fingers brushing his blond hair out of his eyes. "Remember, I can cure your geostigma," he purred. "Shall we get cleaned up, and…tend to that next?"

You have done well, my son. So proud of you. You will begin to feel…sensations, very soon, as the egg is fertilized. It will occur much more rapidly than it does in humans.

Oh Mother, I am so happy. So it did work, you are certain? Oh…I feel it now! Kadaj lay back on the bed, as he felt some odd sensations within his lower abdomen; it was a tickling feeling, as if something was bubbling gently from within.

Fertilization…cell division…then implantation. All will occur quite rapidly. Within a week's time, your pregnancy will be the equivalent of one month, in a human time span.

I will be a mother, Mother. Oh Gaia, I may cry.

Hormones, Kadaj. Do not let them get the better of you. Now, attend to ShinRa. I suppose the least we can do for your sperm donor, is to cure his geostigma.

What…what do I tell him, once he realizes I lied to him?

Tell him you did not know. Tell him…that Hojo tested you, and told you these things, that you were barren. Tell him anything to get him to believe you are an innocent. You…care for him, don't you, my son?

I don't know, Mother. I think so? I am…confused. I feel something for him though, yes.

He is smitten with you, Kadaj. I daresay, the man might even be falling in love with you. Do what you must to encourage this. We must get ShinRa to believe you are on his side.

In love? With me? Oh gods. And…I lied to him…I know I had to Mother, but oh…

For the first time in his life, Kadaj felt regret, and guilt, over deceiving someone.

What...what is happening to me? Kadaj wondered, feeling bewildered as Rufus curled up next to him, laying his head in the curve of Kadaj's shoulder.